My 2020 Testimony/ Corona: My Basket In The Nile River Part 3

Part 3:

I’ll spare all the details of the Forced Sabbaths I had before Corona and will save those for another day.  Fast forward to 2019. 2019 was one of the craziest, if not the craziest year I’ve been through so far in my life. My Aunt went to Heaven on New Years Day and several weeks before that had been spent traveling and being with her as much as we could while she was on her way there. I was also going through a caregiver transition at that time and had many different people coming in and out of my house who I was trying my best to meet them all and tell them my physical needs. Thankfully, God moved and answered much prayer in giving me a caregiver who has literally been an Angel to me and I couldn’t be more thankful!   I then began to notice that something was going on with my health and ended up having an ultrasound that revealed I had uterine fibroids. We had no idea how bad this condition would get throughout the year and into 2020 as medication wouldn’t work for very long at all to treat it.  That year was spent traveling to and from my grandparents’ house visiting and checking with them since my aunt had lived with them her entire life on Earth and was now in Heaven.  While dealing with this and other family loss and issues, I continued to battle my health condition. With a busy schedule, healing emotional wounds, and a body that had become anemic, I entered 2020 physically and emotionally exhausted.  I was afraid of doing anything I usually did. I didn’t want to do anything. I was horrified of the year and afraid that it would bring a tearing down of the newly rebuilt, yet still super fragile, trust I had in God. I dreaded “normal” and didn’t feel like I could handle it. I was going to force myself to do things I usually did monthly or annually simply because I didn’t want to miss out on anything or let anyone down.  I needed the shut down…

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